And this one's ending with a heart attack.

Love On A Lifeline - Jesse Barrera!

I'm way too shy around people I like (:

That's the only problem, I guess.

I can NOT possibly tell you how much I'm in love with this song. It's a cover from Jesse Barrera. LOL He's so sexyy. From My American Heart! YEEEUUUH.


hey, what did you think i'd say?
you're everything that i ever wanted
and this kind of thing doesn't just come around
every time you go looking for it

i don't wanna be just friends, no
i'll never fake it or pretend
and i don't want another girl
cause you're the only one i love..

i don't wanna be just friends
that's something i can't understand
i don't wanna be just friends
not now, not ever
those two words are bullets in my chest
"just friends"

hey what did you think i'd do?
it felt so good waking up beside you
and the way you kiss, so delicate
doesn't come around and i'm always gonna miss it.

i don't wanna be just friends, no
i'll never fake it or pretend
and i don't want another girl
cause you're the only one i love..

119 more days♥

I got new Vans, even though I just got some two weeks ago. Old Skool BBY ^__^

Memories mean everything.

I'm admitting everything, I honestly miss him like fuck. 

(8:09:48 PM): yeaaah

(8:09:53 PM): but i hate myself

(8:09:56 PM): well stop that

(8:09:58 PM): :P

(8:10:06 PM): i cant even

(8:10:10 PM): talk to him >_>

(8:10:25 PM): if it makes you feel better

(8:10:27 PM): he cant talk to you either

(8:10:28 PM): (:

(8:10:42 PM): why not D:

(8:10:55 PM): cuz

(8:11:02 PM): everytime we talk about you he get all

(8:11:05 PM): eriougnaeriugneuiagnr ugghh

(8:11:07 PM): you know?

(8:11:12 PM): :]

That's horrible.

I miss him so much. 

I didn't know if his class was allowed to text during the CST's.

I'm such a fucking noobshit,

like what my screenname says.

Just kill me now, shoot me.

121 more days.

(4:59:20 PM): ______ is very lucky

(4:59:22 PM): that you like him

LOL I LOVE CHRIS L ! (=

now if only he realized.

Every second that I'm with you I can feel my heart beating.

KIDS IN LOVE - RED CAR WIREEEEE ! :DDD

I really miss him ):
I need to do something about this before everything just dies. I can't let it die D: I just can't stand standing here watching every fall apart. Everything. All our chances.

I hate how I always fuck up my own life.
I make the wrong decisions and I'm always left with tons of regrets.
And I have no idea why.

UGH I'M GETTING BRACES TOMORROW.

Scared as crap. I want froyo before I get them :) HAHHAA.

Take back your cold and empty heart.

GOD DAMN IT.
I want a fucking time machine.

Now please.
I'd like to go back to the summer.
Maybe even 8th grade. Please.



NOW I JUST FOUND OUT STEVEN QIAN IS MOVING TO FUCKING PLACENTIA. FUCK MY LIFE. asdjhasjfjkasjkdgjkasdg.