Human beings are designed for many things; loneliness is not one of them.

My mind is filled with envy,

and I can't do anything about it.

My heart says "Handle with care".

Some people should just back off on things that have nothing to do with them.

Mind your own fucking business.

I'd appreciate it. Thank you.

I just wish people would let me handle my own things by myself.

What does your say have anything to do with my situation?

You're not the one to worry.

Why care?

I'm a fucking teenager, just like you. I can handle things alone. Thank you very much.

Anyone can make you smile or cry, but it takes someone special to make you smile when you already have tears in your eyes.

^ Sadly, that's the truth.

I'm feeling great, better than ever.

Amazingly, I think I'll go back to writing.

When I was little I used to buy those black and white composition books to write stories in them.

I'll admit it, they were pretty lame.

Writing's one way to express your feelings.

It's a pretty effective way of expressing also.

I've gotten very lazy as I grew older.

Now I'm relying on my computer.

If I just randomly get pissed off about losing one of my stories, you can blame my computer for making the file disappear.

Despite all that, I've noticed that adding color to my posts doesn't make them brighter.

It just looks weird, maybe I'll add a bit more color to my happy posts.

However, this is not one of them.

Saturday evening/night was great.

You make me happy.

As for you, I don't really give a shit anymore. Go do whatever the hell you want with your life. Just don't come running back. I'm happy with what I have and where I stand right now.