As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back

And every second is electric like a thousand volts. Not to mention, my intention's only natural and your affection is the question.

And it just feels like my insides are in this constant battle, where one part of me just wants to be happy, confident, fine without you. But the other part, the other part just wants you to see just how you affect me, and exactly what you've done to me.

I have a thing for dark pictures.

Something with BLACK in them :)

MC. Tomorrow. It's TOMORROW. I know I know.

I'm not as excited as I was a few days ago though, I don't know why. It's not going to be the same this year. I know. I can feel it in my heart. Things have changed over the summer. It's just not ever going to be the same again. It's not that I don't want it to be different, but I just can't help it. My heart's a whole separate department from my body and mind.

Sometimes I touch the things you used to touch, looking for echoes of your fingers.

I dislike second thoughts.

I hate thinking about things over and over again.

I hate how you decide on one path in your life to take, but since it didn't affect your life much yet, you start thinking about it again to make any last minute changes.

That's one good thing about permanent changes.

Ones that happen as soon as you make your choice.

I think that's why they tell us to "proofread our minds."

It bugs the shit out of me.

Well yes. Music Camp. 2 more days. You don't know how excited I am to get out of this house.

My ID card looks bad this year, well decent but last year oh my it was a wreck. I look like a drunk fob, a TAD bit like one. HAHHA (: I still can't find the right luggage/suitcase for camp. The one I used last year is too small now that I look at it. I don't want to take one too BIG cause I don't want to get yelled at BEFORE going to camp. Oh deaaaarr! ):

I miss PM♥

Didn't see such a thing yesterday.

I really want to go to Ontario Mills before I go off to Music Camp. I need more shorts. I only haveee like two. OH AND I NEED NEW SHOES FOR SCHOOL. I'd wear them to camp but knowing that it's dusty up there .. NO THANK YOU.

Take a chance, because you never know how perfect something can turn out to be.

THAT PICTURE REMINDS ME OF MUSIC CAMP (:

Guess what FOOOOLS?

Music camp is in not 7 or 6 or 5 days but in FOUR days.

HI BLOGSPOT. I'm so sorry I completely forgot about you this past month. (Doesn't that sound so mean?) LOLISTILLOVEYOU. DID YOU GUYS MISS ME?! (: I don't expect anyone to cause probably the only one who subscribed to me / who probably reads my blogs (OR NOT) is Jason Woo. LMFAOHAHAHDHASD. LOL. I'm not surprised cause this blog was MAINLY to myself and whoeverr's lucky enough to find it (: That makes me sound like a loser who only has one friend. D: BUT IT'S ALRIGHT. We're the two cool ones that use blogspot. RIGHT JASON?

Hahaaa so yesterday I went to the movies to go see 500 days of summer ! (: It was a GREAAAAT MOVIE. I'd give it such a good review. LMFAO. I went with KEVINCHU & NEILTAHANI. Fuhzzzzzling Kevin transferred to Cal Poly so no more Arcadia High for him ): WHY SO SMART. Fuhzzle is the new f worddd. That one shit part in the movieee was funny. LOL I RECOMMEND YOU SEEING THAT MOVIE. It was only us three cause PERRYMOERSALIM & STEPHENCHU didn't freaking come. YEAHIKNOWRIGHHHT. After the movie we went to McDonalds to get something to eat cause they were hungry. I hate how it takes us 18247898475 minutes to decide what to eat. Stupid food courts with a LOOOT of choices. Haha (:

I'm so glad they invented colors. It makes my posts look more wanting-to-readd. UH READABLE?!#@$

TOMORROW IS REGISTRATIONNN! I want my schedule already LOL. I'm not SURE what I signed up for. Stupid people who did programming. jasdkhasjkgksjkg. I'm fine.

ALL I'M HERE TO SAY IS, I'M HELLA STOKED FOR MUSIC CAMP!

I miss you quite terribly.

HERE IN YOUR ARMS - HELLOGOODBYE. I haven't heard that song in awhile!

Happy Birthday Julia Mao! (:

I LOVE CELESTE'S PHOTOGRAPHY.

HEHHEHHE. She was my PAL when I was in 6th grade!

ANYWAYS,

I miss seeing Charmander. I love talking about him though.

LOL. Nothing to say. I just wanna go kayaking already!