Trust me, I know how it feels.
I know exactly how it feels to cry in the shower so no one can hear you,
and waiting for everyone to fall asleep so you can fall apart,
for everything to hurt so bad you just want it all to end.
I know exactly how it feels.

Vent.

i fucking hate you. why is this happening again ? i could feel it coming, i could see a replay of last year, about the time of my birthday. but this year, it'll happen earlier. with a different setting, different event, &different day. i'm not gonna fucking breakdown again cause of you interfering with us. no, i'm not just gonna stand there being all vulnerable &shit again, fuck you.

I LOVE THE 3 Gs IN ORCHESTRA 2 PERIOD 2 ! (:

THE THREE GOSSIPERS♥

Me Keemlin & Orenda !

Anyways, this week has been alright/goood. I STARTED TALKING TO HIM MORE. But it's dying again. I'll text him again tomorrow or on Saturday or something! MAYBE MALL?

Haha Orch Car Wash this weeeeekend! Last year was effing bomb.

BTW WOULD YOU LIKE TO DONATE ?

I pretty much LOVE this song ♥

Okay yeah I'll admit it, there's better singers for this song out there in YouTube,

but I chose this one to post up onto my BLOG (:

MMMM. I love someone <3

The football game yesterday was pretty boring.

We LOST 40-0. But it's okay, the football players did good I guess? :]

KAY BYE BLOGSPOT

You spend so much time expecting the worst that you don't even notice the moments when people are loving you.

1 year and 3 months.

I can't believe I'm back to you.

Actually, I sort of expected it.

What I did during the summer was take a break away from your heart.

I'm not sure if you did that too,

but I did a pretty good job of not noticing you.

It all came back to me that one night, then again, I got over it.

Then guess what? Music Camp came around.

That's when I found out you're still into me.

I know I shouldn't have done a few things like ignore you, but it's all back to normal now for you, and me.

I still feel a bit of guilt in my heart,

I'm sorry for making you feel that way that night.

I love you and always will no matter what you think.

We've all cried. Sometimes it's the only thing you can do.

I MISS MUSIC CAMP. I can't tell you how FUN it was.

Cause I seriously can't put it in my own words. I can SHOW you how fun it was in those pictures

above! :D

OHMYYYYYY♥

Well the first week of school is over with. Now HELLO LONG WEEKEND.

Methodist Orientation on Sunday at 1:30. Right in the middle of my weekend, how great is that?