Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Life isn't too bad :) I'm actually liking it. I don't think about mango much anymore. D: I saw him today though, we just looked at each other. AHH YEAH. ILUHHHMYLIFE.

DAILYQUESTION; How would you meet people?

JULY3RD Santa Monica Beaaaach/Pier (:
JULY4TH Fireworks anyone? :d
JULY11TH FBLA Car Wash @ Hugo with Ashley!
JULY25TH Devin's biirthday!
JULY_TH Six Flags with the same crew.
AUGUST_TH Redondo beach!
AUGUST28TH Coming back from camp :[

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Love can mend your life, love can break your heart.

I cannot take this shit anymore.
Stop fucking flirting.
You have a fucking boyfriend,
How do you think he feels?
At least stop posting all these sweet conversations into your buddy info.
Actually, what's best is for you to STOP talking to guys.
You're not even fucking pretty okay?
That's the fucking truth.

How would you fucking feel if your boyfriend started flirting with 18347185 girls?
Stop thinking about yourself and think about how others feel for once.

Fucking bitch.

So I am here to take back everything you've ever taken from me.

So much shit happens in my life.

Everyone thinks my life's all perfect, but it really isn't at all. Honestly, I know I can do better. But I can't.

Anyways, I'm so excited for next weekend. Santa Monica with Ashley Connie Nancy Maggie Mei Fei Kenny Jeffrey Charlie and them?! :D It's gonna be so fun.

I hold a lot of grudges against people, for no reason too.

I get jealous very easily. FACT.
I get pissed really easily. FACT.
I let people go easily. LIE.

I'm not letting her go with this one. I'm not even sure why she's doing this. There's too much going on in my life.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

She woke to the bluest of the blue and left red like your torn up diary.

Remember when the world was falling at our feet,
and each inch of the dance floor raped every move we made?

Transformers 2 was really good (= Hm I didn't get to sit next to him, but whatever. I LOVE TRANSFORMERS. ROBOTS IN DISGUISE! I really do, as lame as I sound. I really miss that guy dude. He wasn't just the person I loved, but he was also a best friend. Eh I guess that's the same thing cause you love your best friends. I want to spend 4th of July with him. D: I don't think that's gonna happen. So I watched it @ 3:30. Then after around like 8:30, I snuck in with Kevin Stephen Neil Niloy Jonathan Justin Eric Alex. I ALMOST GOT CAUGHT HOLYCRAP. I was so scared :[ It was that same guy with the tuxedo that works at AMC. He came over to us and asked for our tickets. Then KEVIN CHU KEPT STARING AT ME cause he was worried. And the guy was like "Is she with you guys?" and Stephen said "No." HAHA MY HERO. D: Scaryshit. So he didn't check mines :]

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Please. Just this once, let me be strong.


I don't know what the deal with him is, but it's bugging me. AHH I'M FAT. I need to go to the gym as soon as possible.
AWWWWWH that's cute anyways yeahh (:

It sort of kills to hide my feelings. I'm just faking my smiles all the time, and I bet you don't even know how I feel in the inside. I'm missing you quite terribly. I have no idea what you're thinking because you keep everything to yourself. I don't understand how people can do that. Don't you ever feel guilty? Or unsecure so that you'll have to tell someone? I really hate keeping everything to myself, it makes me feel miserable.

Hurricane - Something Corporate.

I'm sorry but I am too weak to be your cure.

I was walking home today, but I happened to be with Michael, Daniel, Calvin Z. Then his car passes by. I felt his warm eyes staring right at me, so I looked over and I was right.

Is there a possibility things will go back to how they were before? :/

Monday, June 22, 2009

Love pulled us down in the gutter.

Oh what would life be without song lyrics?

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

JUNE20 Report Cards -_-
Fathers Day/Haircut.
JUNE22 Semester summer school starts :) Calvin&Allen visits me during break.
Mall with DL, AC, LY? ^watch that.
FBLA Car Wash?!
No school! BEACH?!
DEVIN'S BIRTHDAY!! :] happybirthdaaybestfriiendd(:
JULY31 Last day of summer school / AP Chem test :(
?! Six Flags with the same crew :D
Ice Skating with Ashley Feng
Beach Day Numero Dos.
Canada -__-x
Americana with friends againn!

Friday, June 19, 2009

These bones are mere accessories.

AH HA, I proved myself wrong. Chemistry really isn't that bad.
I don't lead people on, do I? Hope not.

I should've went to the mall after summer school today, with the perfect group. Devin Arthur Lyndon :D My best friend's in there, Devin (= Teehee. I love these guys :/

I'm so screwed when my report card comes home.
I have NO IDEA when it's coming.

It'll be a surprise, a big one.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

Guilts inside me spit on the grace were infinite.

Summer school seems awfully long. It's as if it's neverending. Seriously. I'm always just sitting there staring at the clock digits a few meters away from me. It takes a whole HOUR for the digits to change. No joke.

I really miss last summer.

If only some genius in the world invented a time machine. I mean, if they came up with such a good idea, why not make one? There has been like a couple million out there in movies. But they don't make one for the watchers? That's such a waste of a good idea. I think I'm into photography again. This summer I'm going to take a shitload of pictures. Wheither if they are of me, or scenary, or even random objects.

IREALLYREALLYWANTYOUBACK. I just wanna be best friends again. Closer than ever. Please? :/ I think I forgot how it feels to be happy.

Life's depressing.
I have bad grades, and Chemistry stresses me out.
Fucking summer school, I'm missing Warped Tour because of Chem.

That really sucks.

Having you visit my hall during break makes my heart skip beats. My heartbeats will probably be off JUST because of you now. Haha just kiddding, ilykid.
Well during break, I was just walking down my hall then the first thing I saw was him. We stared at each other for a good 5 seconds until I turned back and pretended to wait for Elliot, since he was walking my way anyways.


You know that invisible attraction they say is there when you and someone else like each other? Yeah, that magnet is so strong between you and I, I could pull the Earth around the universe with it.

Imissyoukajsddasfgjlaskdgklag. ):

Saturday, June 6, 2009

BOC Banquet.

It wasn't all that great to tell you the truth. BUT HE LOOKED AMAZINGLY GOOD. Haha =) We kept looking at each other. That's good right? (:

Thanks Jennifer Ku & Neil Tahani. I didn't know what they did until after the banquet. Oh jesuuuusss!

Dear Mango,
I miss you.