Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Life isn't too bad :) I'm actually liking it. I don't think about mango much anymore. D: I saw him today though, we just looked at each other. AHH YEAH. ILUHHHMYLIFE.

DAILYQUESTION; How would you meet people?


JULY3RD Santa Monica Beaaaach/Pier (:
JULY4TH Fireworks anyone? :d
JULY11TH FBLA Car Wash @ Hugo with Ashley!
JULY25TH Devin's biirthday!
JULY_TH Six Flags with the same crew.
AUGUST_TH Redondo beach!
AUGUST23RD MUSIC CAMP BABBY ^_^
AUGUST28TH Coming back from camp :[

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Love can mend your life, love can break your heart.

I cannot take this shit anymore.
Stop fucking flirting.
Seriously.
You have a fucking boyfriend,
How do you think he feels?
At least stop posting all these sweet conversations into your buddy info.
Actually, what's best is for you to STOP talking to guys.
You're not even fucking pretty okay?
That's the fucking truth.

How would you fucking feel if your boyfriend started flirting with 18347185 girls?
Stop thinking about yourself and think about how others feel for once.


Fucking bitch.

So I am here to take back everything you've ever taken from me.

So much shit happens in my life.

Everyone thinks my life's all perfect, but it really isn't at all. Honestly, I know I can do better. But I can't.

Anyways, I'm so excited for next weekend. Santa Monica with Ashley Connie Nancy Maggie Mei Fei Kenny Jeffrey Charlie and them?! :D It's gonna be so fun.

I hold a lot of grudges against people, for no reason too.


I get jealous very easily. FACT.
I get pissed really easily. FACT.
I let people go easily. LIE.

I'm not letting her go with this one. I'm not even sure why she's doing this. There's too much going on in my life.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

She woke to the bluest of the blue and left red like your torn up diary.

Remember when the world was falling at our feet,
and each inch of the dance floor raped every move we made?

Transformers 2 was really good (= Hm I didn't get to sit next to him, but whatever. I LOVE TRANSFORMERS. ROBOTS IN DISGUISE! I really do, as lame as I sound. I really miss that guy dude. He wasn't just the person I loved, but he was also a best friend. Eh I guess that's the same thing cause you love your best friends. I want to spend 4th of July with him. D: I don't think that's gonna happen. So I watched it @ 3:30. Then after around like 8:30, I snuck in with Kevin Stephen Neil Niloy Jonathan Justin Eric Alex. I ALMOST GOT CAUGHT HOLYCRAP. I was so scared :[ It was that same guy with the tuxedo that works at AMC. He came over to us and asked for our tickets. Then KEVIN CHU KEPT STARING AT ME cause he was worried. And the guy was like "Is she with you guys?" and Stephen said "No." HAHA MY HERO. D: Scaryshit. So he didn't check mines :]

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Please. Just this once, let me be strong.


TRANSFORMERS COMES OUT TODAY! (:

I don't know what the deal with him is, but it's bugging me. AHH I'M FAT. I need to go to the gym as soon as possible.
AWWWWWH that's cute anyways yeahh (:

It sort of kills to hide my feelings. I'm just faking my smiles all the time, and I bet you don't even know how I feel in the inside. I'm missing you quite terribly. I have no idea what you're thinking because you keep everything to yourself. I don't understand how people can do that. Don't you ever feel guilty? Or unsecure so that you'll have to tell someone? I really hate keeping everything to myself, it makes me feel miserable.

Hurricane - Something Corporate.

I'm sorry but I am too weak to be your cure.


I was walking home today, but I happened to be with Michael, Daniel, Calvin Z. Then his car passes by. I felt his warm eyes staring right at me, so I looked over and I was right.
ICAN'TTAKETHISANYMORE, ICAN'THANDLELIFEWITHOUTHIM.

Is there a possibility things will go back to how they were before? :/